TechThink

Im thinkin of buying a new laptop next week cuz I'll give my V3000 to my lil' bro.. It's hard to let go of sumthin dat i live wit for 2 years. Yay.. Gonna miz u V3000 but my lil' bro needs u. So.. I read a lot about tech stuff lately and the latest edition to the HP Mini Notebook PC Family that available in two colors.. black piano and red vibrant.. caught my eyes. It's light and thin and small. Datz quite a prob for me actually. Huhuhu.. Since games n media editing are part of my routine. Im thinkiiiiiiinnn' ere...

Below: HP Mini 1000 Vivienne Tam Special Edition. I lurv da color and the cute design.

Processor: Intel® Atom™ Processor
CPU Speed:1.6Ghz

Memory: 1GB 667MHz DDR2 SDRAM

Hard Drive capacity: 60GB

Operating System: Window XP Home Edition

Display resolution: 1024x600
Screen size: 10.2"
Weight: 1.11kg
Webcam with integrated microphone
Wifi + Bluetooth

Price: RM2299 (Red)

RM1699 (Black)

Nicky B1RtHd4Y

Today is my buddy's birthday.. Da celebration was last night. I ate too much n felt like my tummy bout to explode.. Then everybody gathered around. She opened the gifts.. Well.. sure all the gifts came with MU o NIKE tag. Huhuhu. She's a big fan. Everybody was there except Emz n Fx. MayB sumthin came up. After the chewing, biting and swallowing part.. we played BlackJack.. I lost.. not my luck.. We played.. talked.. laughed til we drop. Went back home around 5 and i slept on the sofa.. flat like a pancake.

Thinkin'

So here i am.. thinkin of wat am i goin 2 write ere.. Been a while. Bit bz lately.. lotz of stuff need 2b done. I skip a month.. I log in juz to check on important stuff. I didnt write for a month. Gosh!!

Suddenly.. diz monink I woke up n felt like writing sumthin but dunno wat.. So many things stuff ere in my head.. Dunno where 2 start.. Hmmmppfff..

I read a book - BEING HAPPY - diz past few weeks.. wow... Huhu.. Not dat im not epi now.. but the book cover caught my eyes.. N d quote rite in front is catchy. The author wrote: Maybe that’s why I like being around little kids so much. They’re naturally honest. When they’re not happy, they express it and then they go back to being happy. It’s refreshing. And there’s no reason we can’t be like that too. You probably won’t want to stomp your feet and scream all around town, but you can simply and honestly state how you feel and own it.

I like to read diz kind of books cuz there are so many things in life I tot I knew when da fact is I only know it 3metres down from the top.. The bottom is far down below. I have few collections and my favourite are Chicken Soup for the Soul & Why Men Marry Bitches.

Watever dat I membebel ere.. I am epi wit all the little things I have.. Lots of things make me smile everyday. Look into da mirror every morning and look at my messy hair makes me smile. Look at the sky on my way to work makes me smile. Look at people passing by while im waiting in da car makes me smile.

My BabyG

I used to wear this one watch.. not the one dat I got for my birtday.. 4 years.. same watch.. almost everyday. The swatch..? Ehehe.. sayang ar.. Core collection.. So he bought me a new one.. Baby-G Sweet Poison. I lurv it. Tq.. Luv ya..

TwO WoundZ

Im not sure wat I shud feel today. Funny huh... I waited a year for today to come but now it doesnt feel rite. Sumthin juz.. dunno. Feels like there's a heavy cloud inside my head. Sumtimes I tot I can easily forget things.. but I juz realise I dont. Deep down inside I see two wounds.... da day he left on my birthday & the day I found out everything.. I was there. Rite outside the 'event'. Alone, scared and numb..
My cousin asked me not to go but I really wanted to see it myself. I drove there myself. My cousin would kill me if she knew. I stood rite outside. I saw it all. I didnt cry. Not a tear.. I juz stood there. People passed by. I saw him laughing n smiling.. All the lies..... Wat a beautiful lies.
Sumhow.. I got the strenght to walk away dat nite.. I walked away..
Dat was the end. For me, he DIED dat nite.. He died wit all the memories. DEAD AND GONE!

LaMB

THE FUTURE WILL ALWAYS BE BEAUTIFUL

I lurve dat line. Datz y im waiting for the world premiere of LaMB on 24th March @ ANIMAX. The track for Animax Asia's LaMB is I CAN WAIT FOREVER - Simple Plan and the showcase dresses are designed by Vivienne Tam, the international fashion designer. Awesome.

The story is about an imprisonment system without walls called 'lamination' - virtual slavery and the prisoners are called Lambs. The system becomes a debate either it's ethical or not. The two main character - Jack & Eve - are protaganists. Say no more.. let's wait n see.. ;p

Check out the official website: www.animax-lamb.com

P41N is W0nD3rFul

I juz feel like talking bout pain. Lately I heard stories related to pain.. pain.. pain.. My buddy juz broke up. The other one is stranded in the middle of nowhere. We're human n human gets hurt. That sounds normal, rite. Everybody gets hurt once a while. So do I. But isnt pain wonderful? Hey.. it might sounds like im crazy but it's true.
Pain has its positive points. It causes us to contemplate.. change direction and even make us look at things differently. Actually, pain is an alarm system to let us know that sumthin is not rite n we need to do sumthin bout it. If you look at the bright side of the moon.. the hidden message if u feel hurt, let down or anything like it maybe.......

'LOVE THOSE IN YOUR LIFE WITHOUT EXPECTATION. ACCEPT THEM AS THEY ARE AND TAKE WHAT THEY WANT TO GIVE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT'.
I was there too... It took me years to change direction. Ahaha. Im a bit slow but sumhow I learn a lot. Few years back.. if sumbody let me down (yenno.. got dumped).. I wud spend whole day in my room crying like an idiot. I isolated myself. I wud find a part-time bf who in the end wud hate me. Few part-timer actually. N many other stupid stuff. Everytime I got hurt I did the same thing to make the pain go away but none made me feel good bout myself. It hurted me more.. Why? Cuz I tried to run from it.. Didnt have da gutts to face it.
So one day.. I juz realise that I should juz deal with the pain. Face it.. It doesnt hurt dat bad actually. Like I said before.. pain has its positive points if you deal with it. Now.. I juz tell myself.. ".. he left.. Yes, it hurts. So what!! I only lost 1 love.. I still have thousand with me. Family, friends and all..".
Not that it doesnt hurt at all anymore.. It take time. It will get better in time. And in time.. I dont do all that silly willy dwelly stuff anymore. I spent more times doing stuff that I like with buddies or family. I clean up my room. I do charity works. Buddies-nite-out... All makes me feel good bout myself.. Really really really.