Juz a Feelin'

Im a bit mad at him yesterday n still.. today.. Im not sure if the word 'mad' is suitable to describe wat I really feel. It's kinda hard to explain in words. I dont talk like usual.. I juz 'Mmm', 'ok', 'aha', 'Hmm'.. He knows sumthin isnt rite but Im mad at myself also. Why the hell am I supposed to be mad at him. He doesnt even know... Not a thing.. I never explain. I never tell him the truth.. so the response for sure = ignorance.. So who do I gotta blame...? Ok ok ok. ME!