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I add diz Leopard Malindi Cr0Cs to my collections.. I bought it for only RM50. Yenno why..? Cuz my buddy eD gave me his RM80 voucher.. My Luck!

The LosT

It was raining and I couldnt sleep las nite.. Suddenly I miz everybody especially my musuk.. I felt sumthin but it was hard to explain.. Worry and sad and empty, all at once. Weird.. Finally I fell asleep maybe around 3 cuz dat was da las time I looked at my hp.

Diz monink I woke up early.. still wit dat weird feeling inside.. So I decided to kol him. I told him dat I felt like my body is ere but my soul is sumwhere else. His answer was 'HUH? WAT KIND OF FEELING IS DAT?'. Sumhow.. he makes me feel better again like always.. Few minutes after dat.. my dad called. Bad news. My cousin past away las nite. Cancer. She struggled for many years. Still young. It felt like a knife stabs through my heart. Now I know why I felt dat way las nite..

AL-FATIHAH.....

The NoT3B00k

Boring.. Nuttin to do mlm ni. Membe2 ajak kuar tp mcm malas2 kerbau la plak. Bilik dah macam Pirate of Karung. I like to collect boxes cuz I like to collect small things in it. So.. selongkar punya selongkar.. I found sumthin.. Jeng jeng jeng... Notebook.. One of my fav movie..N the best damn kiz eve.. Hihihihi. I love the story line.. Funny, beautiful, lively and touchy.. But most of all. Diz movie reminds me of sum1.. almost 2years ago..

The story is about two young couple who were so very madly deeply in love but the gal's family doesnt like him since da gal comes from a wealthy family but not da boy.. so.. ehem2.. if anybody wants to read more.. click here.. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0332280/synopsis

Well, it may sound like a malay drama or a hindi movie but you have to watch it first. Really... U'r gonna lurv it. I know SUMONE does.. ahahaha..

Ni story basi dah.. 2thn lepas tp saja nak ingat2 balik.. Hmmpff. Dat nite kami janji nak tgk movie kat uma so I brought my lappy n my fav movie. First tuh.. mmg kna kutuk abis la sbb suggest movie jiwang.. Tp dia tgk gak. Hihihi. The funny part was.. he cried.. Kakakaka. Tp tak nak ngaku. Mata masuk habuk la.. flu la sbb cold dat nite.. Hmm.. Miz him actually!!

Anyway.. I wanne share few lines dat I like in diz movie...

They didn’t agree on much. In fact they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and the challenged each other everyday. But despite of their differences they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other.

So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like?

My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

Cancer

At home.. a bit tired today... a fren at work didnt show up today. Her mom is sick. Very very sick. CANCER. Been a year but now the cancer has spread to the lungs and bones. Even the experts said dat they cannot do anything anymore. I was away when the mother admitted to the ICU few weeks ago. She called me to ask my opinion about so many things.. books about cancer, web, medication both traditional and modern etc.. At work.. she shared many things about medication that she bought for her mom. All treatment centers dat she called late at nite..

She's not from a wealthy family.. Her family struggled so hard in life. That's why she doesn't further her study. She has to work to support her family.. N now she got a good job with a good salary. She told me how happy her mom was when she told her mom she got diz job a year ago. She works so hard because she wants her mom especially.. to have a better life.. She told me how hopeless she feels rite now and how hard it is not to show it to her mom. It breaks my heart to look at her telling me all the stories and tried not to cry. What I learn from her.. is never to give up even when everybody is telling you NO or CANT... She bought so many books about cancer.. Read thousands of webs to get any info... She even shared it with me.. But what touches me the most was when she says, I SHARE ALL DIZ INFO WITH U N I HOPE U CAN SHARE IT WITH EVERYBODY TOO CUZ MAYBE WE CAN SAVE SUMBODY'S LIFE.

So this is the web that she wants me to share with everybody out there...

http://www.1cure4cancer.com/

May Allah be with ur Mom my dear fren!! Amin!

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The Climb

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming

butThere's a voice inside my head sayin

You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes you going to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking

Sometimes they knock me down but

No I'm not breaking

The pain I'm knowing

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most

Just got to keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes you going to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It's all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith