ULT1MAT3 F1XEST

I lurve Natgeo channel... and im crazy about the world's toughest fixest. Ehe. Sean Riley - the host - is funny, nice and intelligent.. Wat a gud package eh... Hihi. I luv diz guy.. I used to help my dad fixing the car (not really me fixing. I was the one who helped him to hold this and that). But Im not into this kinda guy stuff til I met Sean.. Huhuhu... Berangan la plak. Bila masa la plak aku jumpa si Sean ni. I watched almost all the episode:

Nuclear Turbine (I like.. i like..Huhu)

Boeing 767

Giant Telescope

High Voltage Power Line

Thirty-eight Ton Engine

Wat i like most about WTF are the teamwork, courage and commitment. It's touchy for me to see how they support and help each other every second. And how close they are really. Big Fun Happy Family. Plus Sean.. He knows how to relieve the most intense situation. Datz y i like Sean Riley!

I cant wait for the new season this year. Sean Riley will go outta space installing new satellite to the orbit. Wat a dream come true eh. Awesome. Cant wait.. cant wait.. cant wait!

MiSSing St4R

I can't never really tell you

Why i've been missing you a lot

And i just have to take another look

Of your photo in my wallet
And there's no reason why I keep your t-shirt by my side when i sleep

Return when you really gone
It's like a missing star that's always been up in your sky

It's like the rainbow never comes after the rain

It's like the sun never rises in every of your mornings

How am i supposed to live without those things

There are all you...

Hard

Why is it so hard to let go of a bad relation...? He said everyhting will be okay.. I dont think so. Im happy.. im happy being wit him but sumthin is juz not rite. Is it me? Is it him?

I Did Not Die

Do not stand at my grave and weep.

I’m not there.

I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.

I am the diamond glints of snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.

I am the gentle autumn’s rain.

Do not stand at my grave and cry.

I am not there.

I did not die.

That smile..

I woke up this morning feeling that im out of place a bit n tried hard to remember the last moment of my dream. I stumbled across the room toward bathroom. At least the water warm enaff..
Then I sat on the bed and looked around the room.. the room was a mess..
Well, my life is a mess. Mmm.. not really a mess. I wont put it that way. A bit messy actually. I used to wish for a normal life.. craving for normal life. There were points in life when I almost give up hope then I found a picture last few years while cleaning up my room.. Sweet smile.. round dark eyes.. chubby n new grown hair on front side.. so cute n suddenly I start seeing things clear. The long journey ahead. Journey of life.
I realized that I cannot give up hope. Well.. life is a mess sumtimes n it's not a big deal. Mess is normal and life without a mess is totally not normal.. n not awesome at all. Few told me that at least i got a job.. well i wont say 'at least'. For me that is more than enaff. I pay my own bills. I laugh. I smile. I cry. I fell in love. I fell out of love. I plan for my future. I got problems.. I have life n im thankful wit all the little things I have..
So... with that sweet smile.. round dark eyes.. Im alive...

Blurry

There are points in life when u dunno wat to do.. everything's blur..